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Experience, Strength, and Hope

by Edward Cunningham

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1.
Intro 00:57
Introduction Across the length and breadth Of this vale of tears Oh so many souls Forced to spend their years Fleeing from four horsemen Who would cut them down And for those who are so afflicted My song is a worthless sound
2.
Touch the Sun (Pride of youth) In wholeness I believe But thoughts that I conceive Rip apart the inside of my head instead Knowledge on the left And faith is on the right I alone am somewhere in between them And I’ll touch the sun I’m searching every day For a method or a way To sweep aside the clouds that hide the light I sample this and that And little bits of both Still the lightening flashes and cold winds blow And I’ll touch the sun A given chunk of life To do with what I might Reason is the tool That hones it sharp and bright The sculptor at his work Carves with confidence and skill So I will shape myself With knowledge and free will And I’ll touch the sun
3.
Lonely Weeper (Lost!) Where are you going My lonely weeper Cry not in mourning For night brings the reaper Please never make yourself A mirror for the masses Live exactly as you must Before your morning passes by See all the empty ones Filled with aimless effort See us running from ourselves And watch us laugh about it How is it you’ve lost your way As you walk among them Once you had so much to say Oh what has stilled your tongue, then, now In the evening of your life My lovely seeker Will you cringe or will you smile When time brings the reaper High up in an ivory tower The view is crystal clear Down among the rocks and briar The fog is thick and darkness near
4.
Debauchery 02:31
5.
The Party 03:35
The Party (Despair) I have tarried at the party I’ve lingered far longer than I dare Yet still I fill when empty My glass with amber despair And blow smoke rings in the air The party started so jolly Fast friends made in weather fair Yet now the storm that approaches Has blown them all home to their cares And left me alone with my fear ’Twas many a maiden at the party Though none would dance for very long Perhaps I led them to quickly Or maybe my timing was wrong It seems I love drink more than song So now I am last at the party And somehow i cannot find the door The darkness descends all around me And my thoughts aren’t so bright anymore How long must I fight this war What was it this party was for?
6.
The Bottom 03:17
The Bottom (Enter grace) Sitting at a table In a rundown rented room A desperate man contemplates his doom A storm has killed his power His light a single flame The wind whips his will and wails his name And chemicals inside him They’re grinding up his soul And he knows that he has no control So pulling from the bottle He cuts another line And feels the panic growing in his mind Kill kill Destroy destroy Maim maul and mangle Break and batter Rape and rend Seek find and strangle The bitterness that’s in his brain A drug he cannot handle One more drink One more drug Out goes the candle His head is on the table His eyes begin to close Blood flows freely from his nose His desperation deepens The black pit of hell Calls him to follow all who fell And clearly now he sees it He’s lived a life of pride And all his faith and love have nearly died So slipping into darkness He leaves the world behind And watches as he goes out of his mind Kill kill Destroy destroy Maim maul and mangle Break and batter Rape and rend Seek find and strangle The bitterness that’s in his brain A drug he cannot handle One more drink One more drug Out goes the candle When the world was younger He sought to touch the sun By will alone he’d see his will be done But now as he is dying He sees that he was wrong The hand of God was there all along He takes the hand that’s proffered He stares into the face Of everyone who’s known the gift of grace And revelation strikes him Like lightening from on high Reason gives us wings on which to fly But faith alone would see us crack the sky
7.
Friends 03:10
Friends (Gratitude) Some people full of need I’ve let into my soul And where they’ve sown that seed The both of us have grown From open ended exchanges Cast in lines of light We’ve looked upon each other And beheld a wondrous sight And friends such as these Were surely more than I looked for When driven by disease I found a place where I could face myself Some people full of love Have led me by the hand They said, “Hey, man, when you’re all alone You know its hard to make a stand.” But I was independent And filled with raucous pride A fence of knives and wires With nothing left inside And friends such as these Were surely more than I looked for When driven by disease I found a place where I could face myself Some people full of patience Have heard my tales of woe And with their laughter and their wisdom I learned to let things go They taught me by example And always spoke their minds From souls set in a circle I sense a presence divine And friends such as these Were surely more than I looked for When driven by disease I found a place where I could face myself
8.
Higher Powered (Acceptance) And within wheels of the cosmos The days slip by I’m flying faster and faster To the day i die Every hour is precious Every minute is cast in gold Oh why do I sit here Waiting to get old And life is a journey a tale still untold Let logic lead you across faith’s threshold Ones birth is the given and to grow is the goal ’Til body cannot contain soul And energy is inside us God’s watch winds down One must focus momentum On where dreams are found The muddled muck of inertia Forever fight And always let evolution Inform your flight For our lives are for love and this we must hold Give love away it increases tenfold Ones birth is the given and to grow is the goal ’Til body cannot contain soul
9.
The Road 04:29
The Road (Humility) Places that I’ve been to In corners of my mind Faces I’ve looked into Teach lessons of a kind And the road goes ever on To its twists and its turns I am drawn All the sights and the scents are its song Now I’m here then I’m gone Wholly are the people Possessed by their possessions But holy is the person Who learns love Is life’s lesson And the road goes ever on I’m a speck on the horizon by dawn The cycle of seasons push me on Now I’m here then I’m gone Mountains to the forests And forests to the fields Rivers to the oceans All whirl me in their wheel And the road goes ever on From my door it flows to beyond No place can hold me for long Now I’m here then I’m gone
10.
Epilogue 01:00
Epilogue Across the length and breadth Of this gifted land Many free from sorrow Never understand The opportunity given Their spirits to thrive And death waits on the doorstep For those who were never alive

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All vocals, instruments, lyrics and music by Ed Cunningham. This is a concept album about finding a way out of addiction through opening up to the idea of purpose in the universe.

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released February 24, 2023

All lyrics and music by Ed Cunningham

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Edward Cunningham Portland, Maine

Bassist/vocalist of Ogre and veteran of approximately 20,000 other bands. Here is his "acoustic spiritual" side.

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